the new year is among us now
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so i have been writing a lot lately, just refreshing my mind and my hand at this unpredicable art.
winter doesnt help much.
just kind of sets my mood into misery. but i wonder if other people go thru the same type of emotional exchange during a random time of the year.
Like in manifold patterns...or something less retarded.

in other nonsense
for the past month or so, i have been full of doubt about reality.
because i would sometimes catch myself in daydreams and lose sight of what i was doing before being embraced by random thought.
its kind of scary, as if forgetting everything for a moment and being completely confused and in distant of the now.

well thats me venting.
take care

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Damn, feeling

the flow in (sin)peration is my muse
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Okays, so I stole this from Ember because I am beyond bored

1. YOUR NAME:
James

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name)
jame... (QUACK NASTY!)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
red wolf (neat...)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Daniel Century

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your first name,
first 3 letters of mom's maiden name.)
Jam Zun

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink.)
Turquoise Jack Daniels?!?

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (Mother's middle name and father's middle name)
Virginia Scott

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (the name of your pets then the word black)
Boots Black.
...Best one yet!

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Damn, feeling

the flow in (sin)peration is my muse
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i have been on this earth.
the 12th was my bee day and it was short and nice.
ice cream cake and chips with salsa.

splended.

what did all of you do with your 20th celebration of your birth?

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Damn, feeling

the flow in (sin)peration is my muse
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LAYER ONE:
Name: James
Birthplace: Napa Valley, California
Birthday: 12th September
Gender: Male
Eye Color: Brown (with a little green or so i am told)
Hair Color: Dark Brown.
Height: 5'10
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Elemental Sign: Earth, i think
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Rabbit!!
LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: I am a mut, bitch yeah!
The shoes you wore today: No shoes today
Your fears: Being insatiable
Your perfect meal: Starburst and Jack Daniels
Goal you'd like to achieve: to love and be loved

LAYER THREE:
What is…
Your first thought waking up: "ahh fuck"
Your best physical feature: my butt?
Your bedtime: Whenever i say
Your most missed memory: my childhood.

LAYER FOUR:
Do you prefer..
Pepsi or Coke: both goes well with Jack
McDonald's or Burger King: BK!! Rodeo burgers are the shit
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Neither..eww.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no thanks
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Macadamian COOKIES!

LAYER FIVE:
Do/Did you...
Smoke: yes sir
Cuss: Yes. like a sailor
Sing: whenever i hear a song that i know
Take a shower: Yes.
Have a crush: yeah, but its going nowhere cause i am a chicken shit.
Think you've been in love: yup
Want to go to college: Been there, done that.
Liked high school: i enjoyed it
Want to get married: Someday.
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're attractive: No sir, but i have been told i am quite good looking.
Think you're a health freak: Not really.
Get along with your parent(s): Yus. my father
Like thunderstorms: LOVE thunderstorms
Play(ed) an instrument: I wish i learned how to play the harmonica.

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: Mhmm.
Had Sex: yep
Made Out: Oh yes.
Gone on a date: not really.
Gone to the mall?: Nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Gross.
Eaten sushi: Never ever
Been on stage: nope.
Been dumped?: No.
Made homemade cookies: No.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: No.
Stolen anything: Starburst. why buy them when they're so easy to steel

LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl... A girl for me.
Best eye color?: Green or Blue
Best hair color?: Dark Red or blonde.
Short or long hair?: Hmm depends.
Height: doesnt matter.
Best weight: Who cares?
Best articles of clothing: short shirts that show off sexy midriffs
Best Qualities: A sense of humour, open-minded. Oh and she likes me...

LAYER EIGHT:
Number of...
Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
Number of piercings: 0
Number of tattoos: None yet.
Number of times name was in newspaper: A couple of times.
Number of scars on my body: Under ten.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Nothing, ever
Number of things I hate myself for: Holding back

LAYER NINE:
If I were...
If I were a month I would be: Late September
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday.
If I were a time of day I would be: 10:00 pm
If I were a planet I would be: The Sun. ahahaha
If I were an animal I would be: A badass wolf
If I were a direction I would be: omnidirectional
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bean bag chair.
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: anyone from the 60's
If I were a liquid I would be: Fountian of youth
If I were a tree I would be: Bonsai or Redwood
If I were a flower/plant I would be: hyacinth
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Autumn, Afternoon
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Drum kit
If I were an emotion I would be: Apathy
If I were a color I would be: Turquoise
If I were a vegetable I would be: A carrot.
If I were a sound I would be: Acoustic resonance
If I were an element I would be: Air
If I were a car I would be: Corvette Stingray
If I were a song I would be: "Jaya Shiva Shankarah" by John Fahey!!
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Tim Burton.
If I were a book I would be written by: George Orwell
If I were a food I would be: Juuuust Right Soup.
If I were a place I would be: the beach.
If I were a material I would be: who cares.
If I were a taste I would be: Mix Berrys.
If I were a scent I would be: Acqua Di Gio.
If I were a word I would be: Dream.
If I were an object I would be: A book.
If I were a body part I would be: Eyes.
If I were a facial expression I would be: Alluring Smile.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Spike (cowboy Bebop).
If I were a shape I would be a: universe shape?
If I were a number I would be: 27.

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Damn, feeling

the flow in (sin)peration is my muse
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I went to Coachella last weekend
in southern california in the hot heat of death valley.

A three day festival of drugs and music and togetherness
it was amazing and enlightening.
i reconmend it to anyone who loves a good time.

check out the play list somewhere.
be amazed.

i love you all.

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Damn, feeling