haha yeah, both of my grandmothers were very religious and had no worries on where they were going.
Id say with out any confusion that, both of my grandmothers were the most influencial people in my life. Both of them sweet hearts as well
The one that just passed never put up with my shit, like id call her "Grammy Death" or "Fossil" and she'd just dish it back calling me a hippie or little shithead or "Train Track Mouth" when i had my braces.

i dont even want to imagine my father not being around, especially in these times.
i would be so lost in everyway shape or form, im glad to say he is in decently perfect health (just a fatty with a busted left hand.)

im positive the more i deal with death in my time, the more ill become more removed from showing my emotions outright.

i wish all is going excellent for you!


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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)

All is well. So what's your next stop?

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...be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger...

not sure, probably gonna stay around the house for awhile just for my dad, and probably go where the wind takes me.

Ill inform you on my whereabouts in the future, when we get there.

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)

I'll be listening!

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...be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger...

hello love. im so sorry about your grammy. what a wonderful kick ass name she had! i loved reading your comments about your relationship with her - not taking your shit, etc. ... made me laugh out loud - i hope you hold on to that too during this sadness.

my last grandma died in december.

my bost beloved grandpa was a beast. when i was 18ish - and had left home and traveled across the country alone - he was the only one that believed in me. he rescused me mostly by bribing me with a fiat convertable ... but i hopped on a plane and flew to him - we lived together for years & that is when i got my poo in a neater pile. i loved him.

on my bedside table, right now - is one of those plastic doo-hickies you hold up to the light and see a tiny picture inside ... mine has a picture of him in a full golf swing.

gosh - this is long, sorry! i just got back from camping in wisconsin. i hate i didn't look for you up yonder in your sleeping bag.

stay smiling sweetheart - as you know, your grammy is giving someone else some good shit now.

sad times. i have one grandma left, the other died several years ago, what i've found though is that the pain dulls while the love and admiration grows. i'm sure she was a wonderful lady, take stock in that.

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~Render your soul~

you should give her a call and let her know you're thinking about her...something sweet.
she was wonderful
and thank you

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)

her name was pretty awesome, especially her maiden name, "Satori."
so cool..

your grandpa sounds like someone id get along with, at least share a drink with. did you ever get that convertable?
my grammy tried to get my shit together i.e. liscence and job yadda yadda... guess ill have to do it on my own now.
How was your camping trip, hopefully it was splendid and full of sqeeter bites haha.
I guess ill have to find you sometime in the future and we can go out and have a coffe or something less expensive!

take care

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)

i did get the car. i have a picture of it on my desk broken down on the interstate (looking at it right now) - it shows the three guys that were with me - along with the obese tow truck guy i had to call (flat tire). they are holding a poster board we made while waiting for a tow that reads "Welcome to Missouri".

Grampa was cool. He had gun, too.
That is another great story I need to document.