the new year is among us now
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so i have been writing a lot lately, just refreshing my mind and my hand at this unpredicable art.
winter doesnt help much.
just kind of sets my mood into misery. but i wonder if other people go thru the same type of emotional exchange during a random time of the year.
Like in manifold patterns...or something less retarded.

in other nonsense
for the past month or so, i have been full of doubt about reality.
because i would sometimes catch myself in daydreams and lose sight of what i was doing before being embraced by random thought.
its kind of scary, as if forgetting everything for a moment and being completely confused and in distant of the now.

well thats me venting.
take care

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Damn, feeling